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• “I don’t even know how I feel lately…”

  By But first, xanax. on June 30, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  I feel like I am failing right now. I know that it’s a high possibility that this is just my brain doing what it does and filling me with negative self-talk, but I feel so much shame and sadness for… Read More ›

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• But first xanax is: www.butfirstxanax.com

  By But first, xanax. on June 22, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  Hello everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that my page is now simply, but first, Xanax http://www.butfirstxanax.com I am beyond excited to make my blog easier to read and navigate, and more aesthetically pleasing. I also wanted to… Read More ›

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• Father’s Day kind of sucks.

  By But first, xanax. on June 21, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  Father’s Day kind of sucks sometimes. Have you ever mourned the death of a parent that has not actually died? That is my father. I have not seen him in six years in October, and I don’t plan on ever… Read More ›

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• The things about OCD that people without OCD don’t know.

  By But first, xanax. on June 15, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  So I have OCD, or Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. It’s very mild compared to others, and I am so grateful for that. What I learned through my diagnosis though was that there are many symptoms of OCD that people probably are… Read More ›

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• Personing is hard.

  By But first, xanax. on June 9, 2020 • ( 2 )

  

  I got to thinking the other night, it’s hard to be a person. Like, how am I supposed to do all the things? I have to complete all my schoolwork and meet all those deadlines while actually achieving good grades…. Read More ›

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• High School and…Death?

  By But first, xanax. on June 9, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  So I was looking at a Facebook page for the graduating year of my High School class, and I noticed quite a few people who passed away from that year. What surprised me wasn’t their deaths but more my emotions… Read More ›

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• May is Mental Health Awareness Month…

  By But first, xanax. on May 28, 2020 • ( 2 )

  

  And I haven’t made a post???? There are reasons. I’ve himmed and hawed about what to post all month. This month is important to anyone who is a Mental Health Advocate, but I didn’t only want to publish another cliche… Read More ›

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• Time keeps on slipping, into the future…

  By But first, xanax. on April 8, 2020 • ( 4 )

  

  I can feel my mental health slipping right now, and it is rough. I waited too long to fill a few of my medications, and of course, they won’t be here until the end of next week, so that’s fun…. Read More ›

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• Since everyone is talking about Quarantine…

  By But first, xanax. on April 1, 2020 • ( 4 )

  

  Today I am tired. Tired of everyone’s shit. Tired of the annoying drivers on the road. Tired of bills. Tired of work. REALLY tired of homework and professors. Tired of quarantine. Tired of everyone being sick. Tired of worrying. Tired… Read More ›

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• The Great Toilet Paper Crisis of 2020

  By But first, xanax. on March 18, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  What a time to be alive. This has been the craziest hasn’t it?? I work in the financial industry and let me tell you, it has been an adventure. We are inundated with calls this week as you can imagine…. Read More ›

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• Rapper Names

  By But first, xanax. on March 13, 2020 • ( 5 )

  

  Okay here’s my question, WHERE do rappers come up with their names??? Like I NEED to know this information. Why did Biggie Smalls pick an oxymoron for his name? Was he like I’ll be biggie smalls just in case I… Read More ›

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• I went back to school.

  By But first, xanax. on February 26, 2020 • ( 2 )

  

  So, here we are. I’m back in school trying to get my BA in Business. Let me tell you, it’s exhausting. I feel like all my free time is homework and studying. I mean, I know it’ll be worth it… Read More ›

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• PCOS and Periods. (Or lack thereof)

  By But first, xanax. on February 13, 2020 • ( 0 )

  

  So here’s the thing, with my particular brand of PCOS I don’t have periods. Like ever. Which is great, sort of. I had really horrible periods in high school then they just stopped. I can’t really remember when exactly I… Read More ›

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• New Endings

  By But first, xanax. on December 31, 2019 • ( 2 )

  

  The most amazing thing happened last night. I was doing my normal nighttime routine, taking my medication when I realized I’ve only been taking three meds. I normally take five. I was floored. I stopped to think when the last… Read More ›

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• The Grinch (The Jim Carrey Version FYI)

  By But first, xanax. on December 23, 2019 • ( 0 )

  

  As you get older do you relate to the Grinch more or is that just me? I am going to outline a few very good reasons why I totally feel like the Grinch is my secret soul twin lately. He… Read More ›

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• Crepes

  By But first, xanax. on December 19, 2019 • ( 0 )

  

  I helped you cook a lot, chopping and cutting and spicing, but I distinctly remember two occasions when we really cooked. Once we made crepes. We mixed the thin batter and poured it in the pan. You showed me how… Read More ›

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• At the cost of my liver.

  By But first, xanax. on December 18, 2019 • ( 6 )

  

  Hello. It’s been a while. And for good reason. I feel good. Great in fact, this past month or so. I feel as close to baseline as I can feel. But. There’s always a but. In my sane, logical, and… Read More ›

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• Poems from another time

  By But first, xanax. on November 18, 2019 • ( 1 )

  

  In high school, I sat next to a kid in English that was a bit odd. I liked him though, not romantically but in general. He was smart, he made me laugh, and we helped each other with our work…. Read More ›

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• Thank you followers!

  By But first, xanax. on November 18, 2019 • ( 0 )

  

  Just a quick note to say Thank you to all my followers! I truly appreciate that every one of you takes the time to read my ramblings. I hope somehow I help you even a little bit, or at least… Read More ›

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• What I learned about life from having 3 little girls do my makeup.

  By But first, xanax. on November 17, 2019 • ( 0 )

  

  ***I had written this a long time ago and completely forgotten about it until I was cleaning my computer out and found it again. These girls are not so little anymore but the lessons I learned from them still remain…. Read More ›

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