I am feeling a little crazy today. I don’t generally like to use that word, but I just got my IUD removed a week ago so I am coming off a lot of progesterone and I am FEELING IT. I… Read More ›
self-care
“You didn’t read our website?”
I had an interview today for an internship with a mental health advocacy group. I was so excited. Guess what-I bombed it. So completely. I made the biggest mistake you can make in an interview. I didn’t do my research…. Read More ›
Portrait
If I could keep a portrait of you permanently etched into my mind I would carry you with me our love was a seed long forgotten until rainwater created a bud and it has bloomed so extravagantly now that we… Read More ›
Pumpkin Spice Everything!
Ah, fall is in the air, can you feel it?? I mean in Southern California it isn’t, it’s 100 degrees today but like, all the stores have pumpkins up, and even Christmas, (I’m talking about YOU Hobby Lobby…) and I… Read More ›
Bloom
My love is blooming for you opened like a rose patiently waiting for you you are my water and in your presence I will always grow
YouTube-More adventures in replying to spam
Trust me when I say you NEED to watch this if you want to laugh!!! James Veitch Ted Talk
144 Followers
I am so beyond grateful. I will never stop being surprised when my follower count goes up. Bless every single one of you and just know, I will always be humbled that you all take the time to read my… Read More ›
Publishing a book.
So I looked into publishing a book of poetry through Amazon. I have an acquaintance that did just that. He self-published his book and sells it online both paperback and e-book. This is something I have always wanted to do… Read More ›
Flow
When it flows I feel the best My fingers type fast flying over the keys I don’t think I just type and all my emotions spill out like my very blood that’s what all this is don’t you know? my… Read More ›
Working on something…
Guys (and ladies!), I’m working on something BIG! I think I’m going to try and publish a book of poetry!!!! (!!) What do you all think??? Let me know! I would be selling on Amazon.
Irony
He don’t love me anymore he told me so over a beer in a dark room with a creaky ceiling fan the irony was I never loved him at all.
The Five Stages of Grief.
The five stages of grief. 1. Denial and Isolation 2. Anger 3. Bargaining 4. Depression 5. Acceptance I just keep filtering through them, one by one. Never completely moving on from each. I’m currently cycling through anger. I’m angry at… Read More ›
Cutting
**Trigger Warning** The welts are angry and raised red from last night the knife felt like freedom for a small-time the drips of blood cascaded down my fingers felt like pain being released from my body I sobbed alone… Read More ›
Remember
I’d like to believe I’d remember your face if I saw you again And the curves of your body And the taste of your kiss But so much time has passed now That your fingertips are just a ghost on… Read More ›
A hard pill to swallow
Sanity is just within my grasp It’s on the other side of these bottles Of pills that I have to take Everyday For the rest of forever Small circles and squares That dictate my life Make me “normal” Entering my… Read More ›
Dear best friend
Do you know how much I love you? We’ve been friends now 25 years and even in times of absence, you were always my best friend. When I think of it, it makes me want to cry. You’re such a… Read More ›
“I’m packing you an extra pair of shoes and your angry eyes, just in case.”
The title quote is by far one of my favorites of all time. It’s Mrs. Potato Head from Toy Story and it leads me to today’s post. It seems for so many years I have been scared. Scared of confrontation…. Read More ›
FREE Self Care Ideas
1. Visit a local art museum🎨 2. Bathtime! 🛀 3. Pray 🙏🏼 4. Cuddle your pet 🐱🐶 5. Go for a walk/be in nature 🍂🍃 6. Read inspirational quotes on pinterest 📖 7. Go for a drive and either listen… Read More ›
Battle Scars
Here’s the thing about life and love-they’re both battles and they leave scars on you that others can’t always see.
New Facebook
Hi everyone, it would mean the world to me if you would follow my new Facebook page But First Xanax @butfirstxanax if you’re on Facebook. I’m trying to expand to other social media platforms so please do like and follow… Read More ›
