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Setting Boundaries

By But first, xanax. on August 31, 2020 • ( 0 )

I havent been too active on here lately and it sucks, because I love this blog. It is so much of part of me and my journey. I have been trying to focus on myself lately. Doing a deep-dive if… Read More ›

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Buffalo Springfield – For What It’s Worth

By But first, xanax. on August 19, 2020 • ( 0 )

I never thought a song from the late 1960’s would be so relevant today. Released December 23, 1966 performed by Buffalo Springfield “For What It’s Worth,” wasn’t originally written as an anti-war song but as a sort of protest against… Read More ›

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Chronic Fatigue is definitely a thing, and PCOS sucks.

By But first, xanax. on July 30, 2020 • ( 9 )

Here’s why… I know a product of PCOS is chronic fatigue. It is also a symptom of mental illness. Being tired all of the time is ruthless though. When people say “I’m tired,” you know they generally mean they are… Read More ›

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I lost the colors…

By But first, xanax. on July 20, 2020 • ( 0 )

I feel this need to write. Like an ache in my soul. But as I sit here, staring at this screen, I have nothing. No pretty words, no uplifting quotes, no positive outlook. I am devoid even of anger. I… Read More ›

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The Definition of Consent.

By But first, xanax. on July 15, 2020 • ( 1 )

You want to know what means Yes? The word Yes. It’s that simple. Photo by Mihai Surdu on Unsplash

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Falling Leaves is everything the world needs right now.

By But first, xanax. on July 10, 2020 • ( 4 )

I am longing for fall so badly it aches inside. I hate the summer. When I was in high school summer was my escape. Lying by the pool, soaking up the sun, getting tan and swimming in my parents pool…. Read More ›

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Break the Silence. End Rape Culture.

By But first, xanax. on July 8, 2020 • ( 0 )

Every 73 seconds an American is Sexually Assaulted. (1) An American. This doesn’t even include the other billions of people in the world. (1) “You’re not a victim for sharing your story. You are a survivor setting the world on fire with… Read More ›

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I’m on Twitter again…

By But first, xanax. on July 6, 2020 • ( 0 )

Last time I tried to use Twitter to expand my platform I got sucked into all the bad parts of Social Media. This time I will not make that mistake. I am using it strictly to showcase my page, share… Read More ›

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“I don’t even know how I feel lately…”

By But first, xanax. on June 30, 2020 • ( 0 )

I feel like I am failing right now. I know that it’s a high possibility that this is just my brain doing what it does and filling me with negative self-talk, but I feel so much shame and sadness for… Read More ›

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But first xanax is: www.butfirstxanax.com

By But first, xanax. on June 22, 2020 • ( 0 )

Hello everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that my page is now simply, but first, Xanax http://www.butfirstxanax.com I am beyond excited to make my blog easier to read and navigate, and more aesthetically pleasing. I also wanted to… Read More ›

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Father’s Day kind of sucks.

By But first, xanax. on June 21, 2020 • ( 0 )

Father’s Day kind of sucks sometimes. Have you ever mourned the death of a parent that has not actually died? That is my father. I have not seen him in six years in October, and I don’t plan on ever… Read More ›

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Personing is hard.

By But first, xanax. on June 9, 2020 • ( 2 )

I got to thinking the other night, it’s hard to be a person. Like, how am I supposed to do all the things? I have to complete all my schoolwork and meet all those deadlines while actually achieving good grades…. Read More ›

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Time keeps on slipping, into the future…

By But first, xanax. on April 8, 2020 • ( 4 )

I can feel my mental health slipping right now, and it is rough. I waited too long to fill a few of my medications, and of course, they won’t be here until the end of next week, so that’s fun…. Read More ›

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Since everyone is talking about Quarantine…

By But first, xanax. on April 1, 2020 • ( 4 )

Today I am tired. Tired of everyone’s shit. Tired of the annoying drivers on the road. Tired of bills. Tired of work. REALLY tired of homework and professors. Tired of quarantine. Tired of everyone being sick. Tired of worrying. Tired… Read More ›

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Current Events

Chronic Fatigue is definitely a thing, and PCOS sucks.

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I lost the colors…

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The Definition of Consent.

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Falling Leaves is everything the world needs right now.

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“I don’t even know how I feel lately…”

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Father’s Day kind of sucks.

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Personing is hard.

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