I feel as if I’m enveloped in sadness right now. It’s like a vice around me, gripping to my arms and wrapping around my shoulders. I can’t escape it. I just want to be free of this darkness that is always lingering in my mind. Whenever I see the light and I think I’ll finally escape, it comes for me again. The light disappears and I’m sucked back down onto the pit of despair. I’m nothing. I’ll never be anything worth this life. Eventually, I will fade away and people will forget all that I am and all that I was. I’ll have made no difference in the span of existence and some days, to be quite honest with you all, I don’t want to live anymore.
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Categories: Addiction, Anxiety, bipolar disorder, Depression, Grief, Mania, Mental Health, OCD, PTSD, Self Esteem, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, Writing
I have been there. It still lingers at times. I still don’t know what my purpose is. But I am waiting for it to be revealed one day.
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Hopefully one day we will both find it ❤
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Let’s hope so!
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Hugs
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❤❤ thank you
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