It hurts you know?
I’m screaming inside
Don’t mistake my silence for forgiveness
I am pulling at my clothes
Smearing my mascara down my face
Tears falling in angry waves of black
That is what I feel when I think of you…
An anger so bitter it rises in my throat like acid
I can taste my hatred of you and all that you did to me
I will never not hate you
And I don’t care how that makes me look.