I am surrounded by sadness today. It is swirling around me. I am trying to hold it all in my hands but it is like water and it’s flowing through my fingers. Death, sorrow, fear. These are the emotions that are floating. I am trying to take them away from you and carry them myself. I don’t want to see you hurting. You’re my lover, my best friend. I want to pull you out of this, warm your soul back up. Take away all this hurt you are feeling. I’m so sorry that I can’t.