How can I still feel these things for you?
My heart aches for the love I lost
All those years ago
I live with the ghost of us
Always in the back of my mind
You’ve touched me forever
And I don’t understand
Why this is happening
Trying to make sense of it
It’s a fog and I’m overwhelmed with thoughts of you
And of him
Is this some lesson?
because I am not ready for it
everything feels out of my control now
And I don’t know how to fix this
There are days I wish I simply didn’t feel. Then I wouldn’t feel all of this…